Escapism ...
Escaping into realism but its not reality
Fantasy
Giving hopes of that hit
That fix
That one day might fix
YOU
Into wholism
because see your not complete without “he or she”
You know
He completes she
Or
She completes he
Those gentle lies
Sweet lullabies
“Of you're the only one”
“You know I love you baby”
Leave you asleep
Mind
Heart
Soul
Lifeless…..
Pain becomes your pleasure
While inside you become
NUMB
Wondering….
Why is this happening to me
I am SO GOOD to him
Why do I hurt
I give THEM all my love
I don't even care about me anymore
I just want to please them
All that Love You Have To Give
And You still Feel Empty
Sad
Alone
You Give
They Take
They take
You give
You don't let go
You don't want to let go
Or your let go
nonetheless
You ….let….go….
Then ….
Wind up in love
In love
In love
One more time
AGAIN
What's different
You ?
Them ?
Your soul still hollow
No purpose
No direction
No reason to exist
If not to immerse in loves playful abyss
Chasing after fixations
Running from solid hearts
Emotions tied to love
Only for that moment
That thrill
Where does real love live ?
That love that's there
even when he or she isn't
That love that's there
when your cell phone isn't ringing
When your email isn't blowing up
When someone isn't whispering in your ear
When your not reading a text
That love that's there all the time
SEEK THE LOVE OF ALLAH
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