I'd like to see tomorrow
I have sat in this same place
written words freely without effort
of love, of its depth and thought to know
it for myself...
Sitting here now I am stopped from feeling
reminded of a time I will not go through again..
I have pretended to think I understand the
verbage of this life being too short and
live now, be here now,
well how about be here not.....
How is it that one soul is experiencing
a revelation while not at all elsewhere...
If the soul is pure energy how is it that
two extremely different feelings could exist...
If there is no other force involved..
Exactly that would indicate that there is
a distraction, something greener
a difference from truth it is of the world
and it is eager and exciting and is not coy
comes across with confidence...
So, once again I shall reside on the back
burner of a forgotten thought...
Truly its not that dramatic, it is just
life, its not like it means something
until there is worth to claim it...
Dark days
A horizon with no end
An ocean with endless depth
A desert reaching the edge of the earth
A warm breeze to quench the unbearable heat
A sunset of blood and darkened thought
So dramatic
I realize that, but when inspiration is in full
bloom and it is bigger than any thought you could
comprehend before
an emotion that had no place to reside
a sincere desire for truth and safety
a heart that cried at the notion of her
being without
a life worthy of giving at the notion of her
needing..
For it is true I have been in debt to a love
before....gave before I should
This time I gave because I didn't try
As we lay silent, words came to me
and I thought of them to not exist...
Without a breath to expose them
I LOVE YOU
Tears followed...As if to not be of
myself, she is purity to me
she is peace and security
an inspiration to the depth
of seeking Christ...
And all too soon the world
distractions are his best trick
come and havoc is left...
A heart convinced Christ had
been present....
A heart ready to tackle the world
again as has been done and
remained in same recreating a new
existence....
Closing for the night for the life
for hopefully ever, this night should
be the last night i see the light of the
brightened moon...I have exhausted hope and
faith and love is of no worth...
there is more to every person... the cover
may be tainted and discolored soiled, i assure
you what lies beneath is more so...Patience and
tolerance unconditional love create a life worth
sharing....
I hope to see tomorrow, but can't hope in reality
for hope is lost after it is meaningless....
Thank you
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