Ugly
I hate stoof.
Lotsa stoof.
I hate people, I hate driving in the slowass taffic, I hate not being hungry enough to eat more than a snack a day for the last week. Where is my hunger?
I hate not getting enough sleep and having it be enough. Being okay with 3-4 hours a nite.
I hate the computer, it's glitzy lights and millions of people but noone there.
I hate boys, men, and me.
I hate the stupid sites I have that were just starting to feel good and then I started being at the puter only a coupla times a week.
I hate that I'm not better at stoof.
I hate that there's nothin better inside me.
I hate this dark ugliness inside of me.
I hate the word hate.
But even more I hate feeling this hate.
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