We Are Fucked Up People
We did sooo well before we were together
Then being together tore us apart
and now that we are apart we're closer than ever
How stupid are we both?
apparently we want noone else, but we can't be "together" either
which is going to end up screwing up our friendship, and my head, and my infernal, ridiculous heart
but how do I let go when I luv u n know u luv me?
how do I let you go to be with someone else, or leave you for someone else
Damn my loyalties - they make me want to be with you as much as I can - n not want to screw up the potential good for anything which might even be better
n damn me for feeling this way about you
n damn you for telling me you felt the same
I was ready to move on - ready to forcibly move myself ahead , and now I can't
now I want to give you what I can with no expectations - which works great - but stalls me
and probably both of us
out
I don't wanna do this
but I want you so badly that apparently I'm willing to put it all out there - n keep myself caged for you
What is wrong with me?
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