Not Better, But Worse
I'm so lost today
Can't find my sanity, my happy, my normal
can't find the air to breathe
Can't stop the tears that keep welling up and falling over the edge
can't stop it from bulldozing over me
can't distract myself
can't stop myself
It hurts - I can't make it stop
where is my control
how did I do so well yesterday - pushing through on righteous indignation and anger
only to fall apart crumbling today
what's wrong with me
These tears are so old - the well should have dried to nothing left to give aeons and aeons ago
But it just keeps raining in, filling up, waiting to spill
I need help - but noone can help me
not if I can't stop it myself
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