I Hate This Feeling........
Of blah.
Maybe it's the dark, cold days
maybe it's because I'm soooo tired.
maybe it's because I hate where my life is right now.
I just wanna curl up at home in my blankie and not have to see or talk to anybody.
not have to smile and pretend to be cheery
not have to make any effort to be a real boy. ( :-) )
It's that hazy, lost, weak, apathetic feeling.
Why can't I shake it?
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