Starting Over But the truth is my first husband
is the reason I have faded away
He caused me this pain and grief
All the struggle I've gone through
I thought he loved me
The way I loved him
At first I thought all was lost
That I would never find another
significant one
Finally I began to give up
I knew he would never return
I knew I was happier without him
That another even better would eventually come my way
Only this is
I do not really care what he does
As long as he leaves me alone
In my state of depression where he left me
I may have covered up my feelings
To try to fool others
To show people that I was fine
To help them with their problems before mine
My depression built up inside
And would occasionally leak
Not only did I begin to suffer profusely
But my friends began to see it to
I wanted to know what love truly felt like
Instead of the loneliness I felt in my hollow shell
I felt as if my breath was growing shorter and shorter
As the crimson pool around me grew bigger and bigger
It was not until Wesley Perry came along
And healed my wounds
All it took was one dance
And a hug back
He may have left me broken and shattered
In the unbearable depression
But it was you Wesley who came along
And picked up my broken heart
Even the smallest bit of affection
Is enough to cheer me.
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