Abused Love

You thought I'd stay forever
despite your abuse you thought
I'd leave you never
av left you now doe
do you still think your so clever

You kept me there with your smiles an charms
lil gifts an open arms
but now i realize your fake an my soul you tried to take
i idolized you
most things you did i would do
now am hating you
feel as though you took me for a fool

I pleaded you to stop hurting me
instead you made out the bigger picture i failed to see
it got to the point all i could think of
was how i was going to flee
this one person i loved so dearly

All i wanted was to see you smile
suddenly~ there was less smiles
suddenly~ nothing pleased you no matter how much i tried
suddenly~ it didn't care to you when i cried
suddenly~ you became very fiery an snappy
then suddenly i became unhappy

And now av left you

Believing you never loved me
all that you did was for your own satisfaction
for yourself you made every action
whilst i would think of you before having a reaction
to the abuse you gave
but it wasn't fear

Cause now i wave
wave good bye to the pain and sorrow
wave to the future being so dark and narrow
i wave good bye to your silly lil game

To start a journey on a brand new lane

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