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What I Wish


[ opening ch: ]




The one thing I wish
I wish
I had



Was the cold....
And emptiness
Of his heart



So I would never again
Feel one more ounce of pain
That comes from the
Separation in living
And loving him ....that pours like rain



Those emotions from me
That just never ever
Seem to part



[1st v:]



How much can one give
They empty out their heart
Endlessly



It remains unknown
And denied



Lives on like a lie
Constantly
In disguise
Ignored ....
With one not ever caring if and when
It will ever die



With nothing to gain



How does one live
Knowing
That hearts live in denied pain



Knowing whats true
Turning it away



Pretending it never existed
No matter how it continued
To go on through the years
It just kept living
And grew



Warm and true
A gift that was
Given to you



Cast away
And denied



But all is fine
We'll never tell



Why bother
You live out your lie
Oh so well



That's all that matters
Keep it all as high
As it goes
On the golden ladder



[ch:]




So may times I wish
Way too many times I always wish



Is
That I could be as cold
And empty
As his heart towards me



Then I would never again
Feel one ounce of pain
That comes from the
Separation in living
And loving him....that pours like rain



Those emotions from me
That just never
Seem to part



Should have lived only
For fame, fortune and lies



Then perhaps everything would shine
Like a diamond in the sky



{ Nah.... }



I'll stay me
At least I know I don't live in lies
Live in that misery





Written: 7/11/2009


Inspired By ~ The one and only....





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