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What I Wish [ opening ch: ]
The one thing I wish
I wish
I had
Was the cold....
And emptiness
Of his heart
So I would never again
Feel one more ounce of pain
That comes from the
Separation in living
And loving him ....that pours like rain
Those emotions from me
That just never ever
Seem to part
[1st v:]
How much can one give
They empty out their heart
Endlessly
It remains unknown
And denied
Lives on like a lie
Constantly
In disguise
Ignored ....
With one not ever caring if and when
It will ever die
With nothing to gain
How does one live
Knowing
That hearts live in denied pain
Knowing whats true
Turning it away
Pretending it never existed
No matter how it continued
To go on through the years
It just kept living
And grew
Warm and true
A gift that was
Given to you
Cast away
And denied
But all is fine
We'll never tell
Why bother
You live out your lie
Oh so well
That's all that matters
Keep it all as high
As it goes
On the golden ladder
[ch:]
So may times I wish
Way too many times I always wish
Is
That I could be as cold
And empty
As his heart towards me
Then I would never again
Feel one ounce of pain
That comes from the
Separation in living
And loving him....that pours like rain
Those emotions from me
That just never
Seem to part
Should have lived only
For fame, fortune and lies
Then perhaps everything would shine
Like a diamond in the sky
{ Nah.... }
I'll stay me
At least I know I don't live in lies
Live in that misery
Written: 7/11/2009
Inspired By ~ The one and only....
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