Don't want to look back I wait in vain
For what I can't have
I guess I like pain
In the mirror
I'm ashamed
I'm alone
I know you've heard
Time and again
I won't apologize
These words you read
Of your own will
They flow from me
Write them down
Put them away
For some other day
A day with sunshine
No more pain
A day I look forward to
That will never come
I've come to terms
With that small fact
Still look ahead
I don't ever want to look back
October 1, 2006
~*Mystie*~ |