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~ The Disillusion Of My Resolution ~
[ 1st v: ] If you Believed in miracles That then Would be something I've tried But the truth Is too hard To hide Hoping Wishing With continued Dreaming Brings nothing To include In To something When there is something To hold on to When there is is The realization It can all come through Then one can say It was worth it all Your voice was heard Your heart Sent out a call But My calls Most all my calls Were put on hold Leaving me to learn How to be warmed By the sun Because Inside I feel so cold [ 1st ch: ] The cookie crumbles The walls fall down Nothing anymore Can be heard No one Is around What is to be expected Everything....everything I've rejected Because of him No substitute Replaces what I know is real No substitute Replaces what I feel Rebuild a stronger wall Ignore all Calls Finally realizing Not accepting The disillusion Of my resolution [ 2nd v: ] The icy winds can blow More fierce Then one can stand But still not as Fierce as my pride Standing strong Not on the side Weather below what is freezing My heart beats I know I can hear it But with No reasoning Nothing anymore Makes sense Its not as if I any longer wait And sit on a fence My wants....needs All combined in one person Who faded in and out Holds my heart and emotions Inside himself I could never get it back I go nowhere Forever I'm There Floating away On the sea Of acknowledged Destiny [2nd ch: ] The cookie crumbles The walls fall down Nothing anymore Can be heard No one is around What is to be expected Everything....everything I've rejected Because of him No substitute Replaces what I know is real No substitute Replaces what I feel Rebuild stronger walls Ignore all Calls Finally realizing Not accepting The disillusion Of my resolution [ 3rd v: ] He holds it all Lock and key He always knew Seems everywhere I went I'd see him Staring right at me Keep on running Turn the corner So I can hide Let the truth be known Let me feelings out.... You must be kidding That is something I keep locked far away....far away Far away Deep inside I'm not him I don't pretend He never would He could never see I tried to go on Like nothing ever mattered It didn't work Because He is all So deep He is all of The heart in me [ close out ] Now to future For any man Who wants to hold my hand No need To waste your time I'm not gonna erase Not ever What's inside my heart I'm not gonna Not ever Change my mind Written: 9/21/2007
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