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~ The Disillusion Of My Resolution ~

[ 1st v: ]

If you
Believed in miracles
That then
Would be something I've tried
But the truth
Is too hard
To hide

Hoping
Wishing
With continued
Dreaming
Brings nothing
To include
In
To something

When there is something
To hold on to
When there is is
The realization
It can all come through

Then one can say
It was worth it all
Your voice was heard
Your heart
Sent out a call
But
My calls

Most all my calls
Were put on hold
Leaving me to learn
How to be warmed
By the sun
Because
Inside
I feel so cold

[ 1st ch: ]

The cookie crumbles
The walls fall down
Nothing anymore
Can be heard
No one
Is around

What is to be expected
Everything....everything
I've rejected
Because of him

No substitute
Replaces what I know is real

No substitute
Replaces what
I feel

Rebuild a stronger wall
Ignore all
Calls

Finally realizing
Not accepting

The disillusion
Of my resolution

[ 2nd v: ]

The icy winds can blow
More fierce
Then one can stand

But still not as
Fierce as my pride
Standing strong
Not on the side

Weather below what is freezing
My heart beats
I know

I can hear it
But with
No reasoning

Nothing anymore
Makes sense

Its not as if
I any longer wait
And sit on a fence

My wants....needs
All combined in one person
Who faded in and out


Holds my heart and emotions
Inside himself

I could never get it back
I go nowhere
Forever I'm
There

Floating away
On the sea
Of acknowledged
Destiny

[2nd ch: ]

The cookie crumbles
The walls fall down
Nothing anymore
Can be heard
No one is around

What is to be expected
Everything....everything
I've rejected
Because of him

No substitute
Replaces what I know is real

No substitute
Replaces what
I feel

Rebuild stronger walls
Ignore all
Calls

Finally realizing
Not accepting

The disillusion
Of my resolution

[ 3rd v: ]

He holds it all
Lock and key
He always knew

Seems everywhere I went
I'd see him
Staring right at me

Keep on running
Turn the corner
So I can hide

Let the truth be known
Let me feelings out....

You must be kidding
That is something
I keep locked far away....far away
Far away
Deep inside

I'm not him
I don't pretend
He never would
He could never see

I tried to go on
Like nothing ever mattered
It didn't work
Because

He is all
So deep
He is all of
The heart in me

[ close out ]

Now to future
For any man
Who wants to hold my hand
No need
To waste your time

I'm not gonna erase


Not ever
What's inside my heart

I'm not gonna


Not ever
Change my mind


Written: 9/21/2007









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