All I Ever Wanted To Find 2018

I am so lost I don't know where I am,
time is passing and I need to know where it ends.
I chose not to stay but somehow I remain,
so much sorrow a part of the pain.

But when are the golden times to come
to fill the empty places within,
or will I be forever lost,
never to find Him.

My God is my redeemer and friend,
bringing me so far but I stopped
wanting to hear,
now I am hiding from all my fears.

He has asked for all I have held back,
to open the sickness still in my heart.
The joy and freedom that was
always mine is all I ever wanted to find.

Psalm 30:5 His anger lasts only
for a moment, but His kindness
last for a lifetime. Crying may
last for a night but joy comes in
the morning.

Susan Hebert Ajaz
copyright 2018
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