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Fragile State Of Mind







[ 1st v:]





In the depth of despair
Where do you find yourself




Here.... there
Does it now
Even matter
Where




You see so many colors
Racing through your mind




Searching.... reaching
For a reason
For an answer to find




Closed hand
Shattered heart now closed off as well




Feeling there's just no where.... anymore
To stand





[1st ch:]





Sometimes you may believe
There's just nothing.... anymore
That you can say
That will change the wake of the day




There's just not
A whole lot of anything
Anymore....




You have to
You want to say





In a fragile state of mind
There's not a whole lot of good
You seem to find




In a fragile state of mind
You may sometimes wonder
Is there anything you will leave
Leave so.... so far behind




In a fragile state of mind
There's just not a whole lot of good
You can really seem to find
Ever really.... seem to find
In this fragile state of mind





[2nd v:]





Waiting through your life
Sometimes seems like you're just killing time
To patiently wait.... only then find
You've wasted so much time





Waiting
Never knowing




Never really understanding




Why you feel
The way you do




Is it you
Is it something
A question....
Without the right answer





Is it that feeling
That cuts so deep
It haunts you
Every time you close your eyes
And try to sleep




Coming and going
Feeling you're really going nowhere





Perhaps if you turned around
You would have noticed
You were already there





Try again




Don't despair
Feeling a fragile heart
Cruel mind.... it all matters
So deep in feeling torn apart




It's you
Who became disconnected
So unaware





You mattered
Smile for awhile
Because
Someone does care







[2nd ch:]






Sometimes
You may believe
There's just nothing.... nothing anymore
That you can say
That will change the wake of the day




There's just not
A whole lot of anything
Anymore....




You have to
You have to say




In a fragile state of mind
There's not a whole lot of good
You seem to find




In a fragile state of mind
You may sometimes wonder
Is there anything you will leave
Leave so.... so far behind




In a fragile state of mind
There's just not a whole lot of good
You can really seem to find
Ever really seem to find





[ closing fade ]






Stop running
Don't feel blue
Because what you're reaching for
What you're hoping for....
Will finally
Find you







Written : August 17, 2011





Inspired by ~ The tragic death of Amy Winehouse..... just too soon for her.....and also the circumstances of emotional difficulties for Demi Lavato.... many find themselves so frustrated with their own emotions of just not understanding , but then become so confused of what just may be right in front of them.... Suicide and contemplation of it, are extremely difficult { especially for loved ones that may be left behind to deal with their grief of the loss, which is extreme when they feel they perhaps could have done more, said more.... } having gone through this for so long, and the struggles with others as well..... it is never really over, one tries to understand their emotions and work through the confusion, and frustrations of why they feel the way they do..... its not easy, and some just give up too soon [ which is always heartbreaking ] for anyone going through it, it is a battle, a personal demon....but the fight continues, and hopefully the person suffering through it.....prevails! Because one is worth more than they ever realize....they just have to give themselves that chance!














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