FindingThe Strength In Me
[1st v:]
One more step
One more turn
Wanting to stop
So....
Too many times
Going over and back over one too many memories
That burn
Never for sure
Not knowing
In all that
Might be
True....a lie or pure
Wait a little longer
Time creates what
One never expects
Break all boundaries
Molding me all over again
Only....stronger
[1st ch:]
Wanting so much
To believe
That time changes everything
But all it changes
Is the number in the years
Drying up tears
And slowly....revealing
Wanting to turn away
Always living
Seeing night
Turn again
In to another day
Finally able to see
Breaking away from the fear
Of the controlling doubts
Finding the strength
To believe
Finding the strength
In me
[2nd v:]
Tell me this
Tell me that
Everyone has something to say
Something to add
But in time
We find are own facts
I want to know
I want to go
I want much
Much is just sometimes
Enough
Finding the strength in me
To finally believe
Don't want to
But find I can
Handle enough
Handle what has all
Been laid out
In front of me
And from that
Countless memories
Hey....even before your eyes
Even to me sometimes
Its amazing
Hey....I'm still alive
No need to ever wonder why
There will always be secrets
I keep hidden away
Oh....they're true
Just because not spoken
Does not....make any of them
Lies....
And I know
And I believe....
[2nd ch:]
Wanting so much
To believe
That time changes everything
But all it sometimes changes
Is the number in the years
Drying up tears
And slowly....revealing
Wanting to turn away
Always living
Seeing night
Turn again
In to another day
Finally able to see
Breaking away from the fear
Of the controlling doubts
Finding the strength
To believe
Finding the strength
In me
[close]
Did it all have to really play
All....
All out the way it went
Where were all the tears and pleas
Sent
If it happened different
Would I be
The intelligent
The independent
The stronger....one
Would I be ....me
Finding out how life
Turns....changes
Remains
I found that I do believe
After
Finding the strength in me
Written: 3/14/2009
~*~ Inspired by my own life....sometimes what does not break us.....makes us, just who we are.....not always a bad thing, even if we would like to change things for the better....hard times and suffering will strengthen you in ways you never thought! You look at life different than you once did, you become stronger, and realize breaking is no longer an option because you have endured so much, that now it is not as bad as it would have been accepted before ~*~
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