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Not Even Close
[1st v:] Waiting.... Not likely Wanting.... No need For a future catastrophe Holding.... Never standing near enough Enduring.... The pain has made one Tough enough Tears.... Left for those Who still have the need To hold someone near [1st ch:] No one ever believes Things can actually happen Just the way they do Sometimes Some hold on to hopes and dreams Never really realizing Nothing Is ever Quite what it seems Some keep on waiting For their hearts desire To one day....come true Me.... Not even close I no longer care For emotions That always fade away in to The icy air This is what it adds up to Finally realizing I've always been seen But never Had the emotions redeemed I need not ever wonder I'm the only one Who knows Where I'm at And where I've been [2nd v:] Right where its at Is where I knew It would all be Pretty much played Out For me To so stubbornly accept And finally see Loving thoughts Killed off By the reality of the truth Of everything Cold air warms the soul Bringing understanding To what I Needed to know I finally learn the golden rule From so many years Of emotions So cruel All part of life's cruel game Some lose....some win Some forever Stand in the rain But why feel Or hold on to emotions That just die in vain [2nd ch:] Never really realizing Nothing is ever Quite what it seems Some keep on waiting.... For their hearts desire To one day....come true Me.... Not even close I no longer care For emotions That always fade away in to The icy air This is what it adds up to Finally realizing I've always been seen But never Had the emotions redeemed No need to wonder I'm the only one Who knows Where I'm at And where I've been [close] What is true.... You want the one You love and hold true To know how much they mean to you A treasure Deep inside your heart But reality wakes you up So you can watch As they laugh While they tear you Completely apart One more chance? Not even close Don't need it Don't desire it....just fine....how it all is I still know What matters most Shine in all its glory The truth be known In the old story Doesn't matter anymore I've changed.... Be it either night or day I can always Keep anyone Far Far away Written: 12/27/2008 Inspired by certain events in my life that led to where my emotions are at in this stage of my life....In view it would project as the Tundra
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