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Notice I see someone in front of me Battered, bruised and broken Why the urges because of what he Did feels like my reflection seem forsaken Is my reference code for myself glitch Because of these overwhelming feeling That I tell myself I'm not enough? That my lone identity isn't that appealing? Hiding in a shell within myself is hard Especially when I try to cry without Anyone seeing me with my thoughts tired And faking happy seems like I'm ready to shout I'm not a human I'm barely here Something in me is as torn As just some jealous letter I look at the mirror and saw Myself slipping from reality I cried because I knew myself by now That I knew I wasn't happy I start to write, but I started crying This pain...this pain will never stop It's up to myself to start releasing This thought of never reaching for the top But as I started to leave, I saw my reflection wave At me with a sad smile as I began to turn Around, clutching my chest as my learns to behave And just now I felt my ears burn |